I’d wish that you could see, that you could see this bleeding sea,
that all you’d know and all you’d do would be what’d set me free
yet here I stand a broken doll, waiting to be called a fellow stall
a place in which to lock away, the one to stay and say no way
but you don't see this bleeding sea, you don't care that I'm not free
you're life is yours and yours alone, yet here I've been for you alone
don't say good-bye, it hurts too much and yet I'd rather hear those dreadful words
for soon I’ll see you deep within this bleeding sea, soon I’ll hear that it’s all fear
I know I’ve stayed and never swayed, I stayed in place and hoped you’d stay
but now I know it’s time to go, no longer can I flow within such flow
no longer can I stay within such state, trying to believe in that which isn’t that
how nice it was to think it was, to see what wasn’t there instead of what was there
how nice it was to live without these eyes, blinded by my fantasies
if only, if only they weren’t fantasies
I’d wish that you could see what I once saw, this bleeding sea
I’d wish that you’d know all and set me free of all these fears
I’d wish, if only I could wish to make come true...
and yet I know it’s all a lie, I’ve just seen what lies behind
and so I say good-bye to you,
good-bye my bleeding sea, the one filled deep with crimson tears and endless fears
good-bye the stall that once stood tall, I will not strive to be such stall
good-bye this broken doll, no longer will I watch you fall
good-bye to you who once stood close, who held me when no one held
I’ll leave these fantasies within your grasp, I’ll hand them all to take them back
and I’ll move on into my life, a future worth dreaming for and fighting for
but still I wish
